I’我有太多损失

对不起,在上一篇文章中提到我的健康问题—我只是想使人清醒。不要’不用担心我-我’我会通过一个可爱的社交医疗计划来照顾好她!最后,我要说的是我24小时监控的结果不是我们希望的,所以现在’重新(再次)更换药物并安排另一个月的住院程序’的时间。医生实际上对我说“you’re not easy.”我问这会解决吗是的,他说。

在此期间,我可以跑步,干活,为途经小镇的游客提供一些便餐,并在几周内为一次大型聚会制作600杯蛋糕。一世’我不舒服。我确实开始为我们的暑假旅行做计划,但是我们要租的房子仅在八月提供,这是世界上该地区一年中狗热最热的几周(40°C热)。所以也许毕竟九月看起来更好…会拭目以待。我面前有很多事要担心。 待在这里, 您 might say 🙂

有趣的是,当我从刚刚去世的心脏病专家阿普特(他在一天结束时匆匆赶到我,所以我到家的时间是晚上10:30)回到家时,我回到了B.晚餐。我们坐在餐桌旁— hooray —并谈论了一些东西。医疗和其他。

我说:老实说,我’我好累,饿,失望。我认为葡萄酒是个好主意。

并不是真正的渴望,更多的是思考。

B先生:“I wouldn’t drink now.”

me: no 您 probably wouldn’t. 您’re nearly at 您r one-year mark.

B先生:“I wouldn’t want 您 to drink.”

我:不?

B先生:“我们曾经喝酒放松一下。现在如果我们喝酒,我们’d just be thinking about everything 您 would be giving up. Your blog …”然后他用英语说:“and all 清醒的女孩。”

So 您 see, even Mr. B, the man with no real wolfie, knows that being sober is a place 您 don’轻易远离. 害怕后悔. 喝一杯的后果。我们’远离新的一天喝一杯1。 今天不行.

B先生给了我毛茸茸的眼球。

我:唐’不用担心我我可以’t drink. i’在β受体阻滞剂上。我赢了’t drink anyway. I’我有太多的损失。

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美女

我想将此放在网上,以追究自己的责任。我想记录一下我头上的声音。我厌倦了考虑喝酒。上次饮用日期:2012年6月30日

  • 美女:您的挑战,博客和电子邮件对我有很大帮助。我今天意识到两件事。

    首先,我不想放弃心情好,能够按时完成工作等。我不想去黑暗的房间,看坏电视,喝酒(狼是,但我不)。

    其次,我意识到当人们提到葡萄酒时,就像“我在喝一杯葡萄酒?”中一样。或“我自己酿造葡萄酒。”我听到的是:葡萄酒!葡萄酒!葡萄酒!你必须喝点酒!喝点酒!现在!去喝酒吧!得到很多的葡萄酒!葡萄酒!葡萄酒!

  • 所有清醒的女孩都说,“Doo do doo do do do doo…”
    你摇滚美女,美女先生。

    拥抱和亲吻‘pat pat’

  • 美女 thinking of 您 and sending love and big hugs! You have touched so many people. For each one of us 您 have also impacted and helped spouses, kids, families, coworkers and communities and it goes on and on.. So what 您 are doing really isn’t small. It’巨大!从第1天起,我们全都喝了1杯酒,这太可怕了…但是我们有一个地方和一个朋友去加油打气,大声说出来,并告诉我们我们没有破产,没关系。

  • 你在我的脑海中。我也有”这是时候” thoughts…last night actually…但这不是时候…我会这么快地滚下那座小山,我再也看不到山顶那美丽,清晰的景色。
    清醒的生活更加紧张和生动。
    曾经感激不尽。
    LD

  • Awesome post! Love what 您r hubby said. He sounds darling. We are lucky to have such support. Hope 您r heart problems resolve themselves and thanks for all 您 do!

  • 好美女–you are stuck with us caring about 您 so get over it when we express concern : ) I could tell 您 hated it before 您 “apologized” in 您r post today because 您 never respond to “those” comments. It’s okay for us to give a 拉屎 about 您. Really. : )

    • : ) 您’re lovely. it’s totally ok for people to worry, but when I was in early sobriety I tended to focus my worries externally, instead of 德aling with myself. and i see that happens sometimes here on the blog, too. Then i start getting emails about how people don’不想办理登机手续,因为他们’re worried about ‘burdening me’, etc.

      So, 您’是的,我肯定对我的东西不屑一顾… because really, for 您 to worry about me would be distracting to 您r sobriety. You take care of 您. Mr. B and I will take care of me : ) You can send me hugs and kisses, but don’t worry… or 您 can always say, my favourite, ‘pat pat’.

  • 我可以说“shit”。我知道一切都会很好,但是那不是’t the outcome any of us were hoping for, so 拉屎, 拉屎, 拉屎. Now we can move on, be 清醒的女孩 and cheer for 您 this time. Congrats to all on the list above too.

  • Let first say that 您 are amazing. I truly hope 您r new meds work perfectly, and 您 are up and running better than ever soon. I completely related to 您r conversation. It really is easy to start thinking that it would be nice to take the edge off. I needed to read this post. You never cease to amaze me. Take care and enjoy 您r life. 🙂 – Heather