您 do all the hard work and i throw some glitter

MoMaH(第1天): “Thank 您 美女, 您r last message really struck home for me. I am making myself suffer needlessly by this pattern of on-again off-again sobriety.  The other thing that caught my attention was the comment about it’仅继续努力还不够—我需要一个真正的计划来应对我所知道的挑战。因此,我已经制定了计划,今天是我的最后一天。1.我感到兴奋,忧虑和乐观。

美女,我不’t know who 您 are or why 您 have taken on this mission to reach out to people like me but I thank God that 您 have made 您rself so generously available.  You are part of my plan to reach out and accept support where and how it is offered — recognizing that this journey I have committed to cannot be made alone.  So thank 您 —我将在今晚最后一天的第一天再次与您联系。”

我:   您’re welcome 您’re welcome. i’m not sure why i do this either. it really is a gift to be on the sidelines while people (you!) make big changes in 您r life. it’s like 您 do all the hard work and i throw some glitter. I think i do this also because it helps me to be 清醒. it’s like i’我陷于幸福的清醒生活中,每天我都筑起高得多的墙,这样复发就可以’t be an option for me.  Being 您r penpal is like 清醒 insurance. And honestly it reminds me that where 您 are —那是我很多次的地方— is such a hard place, and i never want to go there again. do 您 know what i mean? 您 help me remember day 1. Or even when i was still on day 0, drinking, reading 清醒 blogs, and I was hoping to be able to get my shit together to even have a day 1. So really, 您 are helping me; by being honest with how crappy day 1 is, 您 remind me that it really does suck (cuz i sometimes forget or wolfie lies to me and tells me it’都是值得的)。然后当我有一个浪漫的想法“只是一杯酒,”我可以对自己说’真的不值得。我真的可以这样。

因为它’只是不值得。抱我

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我想将此放在网上,以追究自己的责任。我想记录一下我头上的声音。我厌倦了考虑喝酒。上次饮用日期:2012年6月30日

  • Maybe we can be “glitter girlfriends” (and guyfriends) for each other. Sending 您 all glitter from the wintery wonderland I’m in right now.

  • 闪光!我喜欢它!当我们从Wolfie手中夺冠时,也许确实每天对闪光的最低要求’的拥抱!特别是在这个情人’的一天!我要送给所有人我特殊的闪光,这是半透明的橘子,绝对是神圣的!多种颜色的贡献很高兴被接受!

  • Yes- I appreciate 您r encouragement as well. So glad I found some 清醒 blogs, because I know I can’不能单独这样做。一个计划是必不可少的-我想我应该制定一个!

  • 附言我可能真的需要开始向我的清醒朋友发送一包闪光了。也许有人可以设计一个小窗口型空心项链,里面有闪光…I’d buy one! 🙂

  • 我想像这篇文章一样三倍地学习,但是没有’t a button for that! Yes, 清醒 insurance! I totally love that concept. I think that is why I enjoy reading 您r blog too, it makes me realize that I have crawled out of a dark place and forgiving myself is different than forgetting. I don’t want to forget and get romanticized into a glass of wine either. Why is it when 您 feel so strong and good, that damn wolfie whispers in 您r ear that 您 can totally handle it. Squash!!! Not true! It’对我来说,几乎必须要保持博客状态并阅读它,以保持力量,一旦球滚了,它就开始了’s own inertia. 美女, 您’到这里来的女孩真好。感谢您表达得如此出色,并创建了一个我们可以相互鼓舞的社区。 xxoo OTS

  • 美女这样做是因为她喜欢闪闪发光! --
    想要保持清醒是第一步,制定计划绝对是必要的。阅读清醒的博客,拥有清醒的笔友/啦啦队长–并感到负责–是我所依赖的清醒快乐!